It's been an emotional roller coaster of a summer. Correction, so far it's been one hell of an emotional roller coaster of a year. Ibland funkar ingenting. And yes, all did go to hell, fast and slow at the same time. Life is unpredictable and unfair and you never know how much someone means to you until they are no longer there. You never truly appreciate how thoroughly kind and caring someone is underneath it all until they are gone, unable to hear the endless stream of emerging stories of all the lives that person touched in their lifetime. All you can do is hope you did some good in return. That you were somehow worthy of being on the receiving end of all that unconditional selfless love and support. That somehow the day you're no longer here, there will be people who want to say the same thing about you. In a world advocating self promotion the selfless soul who never fails to choose to promote others is golden. A diamond in the rough who shines the brightest through the feelings and actions provoked in others.
All you can do is hope you did the right thing too. All you can do is aspire to be a better person each and every day.